Hi everyone

Not really much to say right now.  Just realized that I haven't said anything in quite a while.  Well, sing as I have no rants (for once), and there really isn't anything I feel I need to share with the world at the moment, this is all I have to say.

ta ta all

well... why is it that i have to become some diva whenever someone disagrees with me?  When something is important to me should i not be able to try to at least get across to the other person how important this is to me?  is there no way to do that so that you are not seen as some diva who just has to always get her way? (even though i DO always want to get my way) when you fight for what is important to you... you just get so much flack... no wonder no one ever stands up for themselves... they just get in too much flack for dissagreeing with those who think that they are in power.  And it feels like nobody can even just listen to you and what you are saying.  just because someone disagrees doesn't mean that they didn't hear you... it's just the total LACK of even the slightest thought about what you are saying and what you want.  I mean it's not like it's going to kill you to just think about what another person is saying.  just because you don't agree doesn't mean that you can't listen to what they are saying and even think about a comprimise.  people want to get their way, and if they think that they are in charge... and you aren't letting them get their way... you are just wrong... and you shouldn't have even opened your mouth to begin with.  because as soon as you get in their way... that's all you are... an obsticle to get rid with.  and not just to move... no... one to blow completely to bits so that it never gets in your way again!!!

GRRRRR!

Tell me what you think of my song... without the tune

ere we are like yesterday

waitin' for one of us to say

what is really on our mind

'round and 'round and 'round we go

where we'll stop we'll never know

on this ride that we call life

there are times when you just wanna go

but if you go then you will never know... how

it'll make you sick going up, down

spinning all 'round on a dime

you might feel like you are in a race

sittin' in the same space all the time

there are times when you want to get off

but it just won't stop

and you don't feel fine

but in the end you'll see...

you had the ride....

of your life!

Why is everything always such a mess?  You try to do something you think will work, and it blows up in your face!  You try to go to a dance with friends, they ditch you.  You hope to talk to the guy you like, he barely notices you, ir isn't even there!  You see this guy you hate, and suddenly find yourself attracted to him, and then he dances with everyone around you, but never with you.  You go to a dance, and you just know that it could be so much better.  It just seems like nothing can ever make sense, and that annoys me. 

oh well... over and out   

my pet peeve...COUPLES IN SCHOOL!!!  they are always so clingy... and disgusting!!  Now you might just say that i'm being jealous because i am not currently in a relationship, but i'm not!  even if i was in a relatoinship right now, i never want to be just another Richandamy (for those who read zits).  bah!! couples! and now it seems like everyone is in a couple... and it's just gross!!! 

and finally... i am additionally confused because the i saw guy i thought i had gotten over and felt that feeling again of floating... when i shouldn't feel that way about him (for my own good).   and the other guy i thought was a jerk gave me a origami t-shirt (i know... not very romantic is it?) and i kept it, because he made it!! why am i such a mess today!!?!?!?!?    *primal scream*

bye all i leave you in my confused state